Showing posts with label Musings. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Musings. Show all posts

Tuesday, October 16, 2012

Temporary Insanity

The cookies in question
This past weekend my cousin got married and I was commissioned to make 150 fancy wedding cookies. Each cookie consisted of 6 separate cookies stacked up to look like a wedding cake, and, although they look elegantly simple, were extremely complicated to make. I baked 900 cookies out of my tiny little kitchen in my forty year old oven with only one rack in it and three sheet pans. Add 450 fondant roses, along with the fondant icing for each layer and that made for a week of hard work. Why am I telling you all this? Because I fell off the wagon, hard.

I learned a lot about my eating habits this past week. It's easy for me to stick to a healthy diet when I'm not busy, but throw in some stress and I crumble like a week-old cookie. Faced with a full dinner buffet, I pigged out. At the rehearsal dinner I had peach cobbler AND key lime pie, for crying out loud! I don't think I even bothered to log a single item in MyFitnessPal. It was so bad that I even found myself eating leftover dried icing off the sheet pans after I was done. This week is going to be all about getting myself  back on track!

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Thursday, October 11, 2012

Just One of Those Days

Temptation sucks. The main way I lost the weight and kept it off was by not having junk food in my house. I can easily avoid temptation at the grocery store, but once it's in my house all bets are off. So, for the most part, I just don't have anything in the fridge or pantry besides basic ingredients: fruits, veggies, meat etc. This week is a test of my willpower, though.

I went to culinary school and worked for many years as a pastry chef. Yes, yes, I know. I made a living selling the same sort of stuff I'm now avoiding. It's not that I think that stuff is bad, but I've learned that I can't control myself when it comes to sweets and there are other options out there. I've been going through my old recipe binder and converting my favorites to healthier versions and I've found that a healthier dessert is just as satisfying (almost). Unfortunately, not everyone thinks that way. Enter temptation...

This fridge full of cookie dough wants me to eat every last scrap.
Occasionally, I'll have friends or family ask for me to make certain things. This weekend is my cousin's wedding and I'm working on super-fancy wedding cookies. The problem? They're full of  delicious butter, sugar, and white flour and topped with sugary icing. It's been such a challenge to not eat half of the cookie dough as I'm working. It's very possible to detox off of the white stuff, but one taste and that addiction comes raging back!

I guess the point of this post is to say that living the healthy life is a daily battle and I'm not going to let some cookies beat me, much as I'd like them to.

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